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🌑 冬至 · When Letting Go Leaves a Void Awakening Your Worth · Blog Edition Today is 冬至 — the longest night of the year. I find myself alone today. Not because I want to be. But because I don’t want to go out. There’s a subtle difference. Inside me, emotions feel a little chaotic, a little empty. Not loud. Not explosive. Just… spacious in a way that feels unfamiliar. And as I sit with this, one truth becomes clear: When we learn to let go, a void is bound to appear. This blog is not about fixing that void. It’s about understanding it. 1️⃣ What Happens After Letting Go? Letting go is often romanticized as instant relief, peace, or freedom. Reality is quieter. When we let go, we lose not just a person, a role, or a situation — we lose a familiar emotional pattern . Even pain, when repeated long enough, becomes known territory. So what shows up next is often: Disorientation Emotional withdrawal A sense of identity vacuum Grief without a clear object Freedom th...

  Why Do I Learn? — The Old Me vs The Evolving Me There is one question that landed in my heart recently… A simple question, but it pierced through layers of my past: “Why do I learn?” At first, I laughed. Then I paused. Then I realised… this question is not simple at all. It is the key to understanding how much I’ve changed. 🌱 The Old Me Learnt for Survival If I’m brutally honest, the younger version of me learned because she wanted to feel “educated.” Like many of us growing up in the old-school Asian household, knowledge was the only currency to feel safe, respected, accepted. I learned so people would take me seriously. I learned so I wouldn’t feel small. I learned so I didn’t get left behind. That version of me studied from fear — fear of being judged, fear of being invisible, fear of being “not enough.” And I honour her. She did her best. 🌿 The Evolving Me Learns for Freedom Today… I learn for a completely different reason. I learn because I’m curious....