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#awakeningyourworth 冬至 · When Letting Go Leaves a Void

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🌑 冬至 · When Letting Go Leaves a Void Awakening Your Worth · Blog Edition Today is 冬至 — the longest night of the year. I find myself alone today. Not because I want to be. But because I don’t want to go out. There’s a subtle difference. Inside me, emotions feel a little chaotic, a little empty. Not loud. Not explosive. Just… spacious in a way that feels unfamiliar. And as I sit with this, one truth becomes clear: When we learn to let go, a void is bound to appear. This blog is not about fixing that void. It’s about understanding it. 1️⃣ What Happens After Letting Go? Letting go is often romanticized as instant relief, peace, or freedom. Reality is quieter. When we let go, we lose not just a person, a role, or a situation — we lose a familiar emotional pattern . Even pain, when repeated long enough, becomes known territory. So what shows up next is often: Disorientation Emotional withdrawal A sense of identity vacuum Grief without a clear object Freedom th...
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#awakeningyourworth -Why Do I Learn? — The Old Me vs The Evolving Me

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  Why Do I Learn? — The Old Me vs The Evolving Me There is one question that landed in my heart recently… A simple question, but it pierced through layers of my past: “Why do I learn?” At first, I laughed. Then I paused. Then I realised… this question is not simple at all. It is the key to understanding how much I’ve changed. 🌱 The Old Me Learnt for Survival If I’m brutally honest, the younger version of me learned because she wanted to feel “educated.” Like many of us growing up in the old-school Asian household, knowledge was the only currency to feel safe, respected, accepted. I learned so people would take me seriously. I learned so I wouldn’t feel small. I learned so I didn’t get left behind. That version of me studied from fear — fear of being judged, fear of being invisible, fear of being “not enough.” And I honour her. She did her best. 🌿 The Evolving Me Learns for Freedom Today… I learn for a completely different reason. I learn because I’m curious....
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#awakeningyourworth -Wants, Needs & the Awakening of the Inner Billionaire

  In life, we’re always dancing between what we want and what we need . Some days, the heart pulls us in ten directions. Other days, we look at our life and wonder why we even wanted those things in the first place. This dance isn’t a mistake — it’s an invitation to understand ourselves on a deeper level. Here’s how I’ve been reflecting on it, and maybe it will resonate with you too. 1. What the eyes see, the heart desires Everything we look at — people, success stories, material things — leaves a mark inside us. But the real question is: Is this desire truly mine, or is it borrowed from the world? Once we can tell the difference, half of our inner confusion disappears. 2. The power of the second thought We always have that moment after the first impulse — the quiet pause before action. This “second thought” is not a hesitation. It’s wisdom tapping you on the shoulder. It’s the part of you that asks, Do I really need this? Or am I just filling a gap inside me? 3. Spr...
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#awakeningyourworth - Inclusions, Exclusions & The Human Heart — A Quiet Reflection

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  ✨ Inclusions, Exclusions & The Human Heart — A Quiet Reflection ✨ We don’t talk about this enough… but every one of us has felt the sting of being left out, and also the guilt of not showing up when we were invited. Tonight, let’s peel back the layers and explore this dance we all experience — the dance of being included, excluded, and emotionally entangled in between. 1. When You Are Excluded: The Silent Ache There’s a particular ache that comes with exclusion. It’s not loud, but it pierces. Not because the event is important… but because somewhere deep inside, a question gets triggered: “Am I not enough?” Even as adults, we still carry this tiny fear from childhood — that fear of not belonging, not being chosen, not being remembered. What usually arises: a quick drop in confidence a little self-blame a quiet bruised ego or emotional numbness from too many past hurts And here’s the irony: Sometimes being excluded is actually protection. A circ...
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#AwakeningYourWorth: Walking Streets I’ve Never Walked Before

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  ✨ Awakening Your Worth: Walking Streets I’ve Never Walked Before Today, I pulled three cards — Justice, Three of Cups, Two of Cups — and an oracle card that felt like the universe tapping my shoulder gently but firmly: “You can’t do the same thing over and over and expect a different result. Change comes from walking streets you’ve never walked before.” And suddenly… everything made sense. Justice — The Truth I Can No Longer Ignore For years, I lived for others. Expectations, obligations, emotional debts. Justice didn’t show up to punish me — it showed up to free me. This card told me: “Peggy, your truth is your purpose now.” Three of Cups — The Tribe Is Returning Awakening is not a solo journey. It’s a circle. It’s community. It’s the people who resonate with your frequency even before you speak. This card reminded me: “I am here to create spaces where souls feel safe to breathe.” Two of Cups — The Heart Contract This is the card of sacred connection. And toda...
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#awakeningyourworth - Mental Bribery

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  Mental Bribery: The Silent Currency We All Use Without Realising We grow up thinking we’re “nice,” “helpful,” “understanding.” But somewhere along the way… we may also pick up this silent habit called mental bribery . And the funniest part? Most of us don’t even know we’re doing it — it’s already embedded in our cultural DNA. The Culture: Where It Begins I’ve watched enough dramas (Chinese, Korean, Thai — you name it 😂) to notice one thing: everyone survives using strategies built on past wounds. In real life, it’s the same. Our being — the person we present to the world — is shaped by the parts we hide in our shadows. We learn: behave ➜ get love sacrifice ➜ get approval don’t speak ➜ stay safe So we unknowingly create a system where love, peace, and acceptance become a currency. And this is where mental bribery starts. The Token: When Innocence Turns Transactional It starts small. A favour. A gift. A compromise to “keep the peace.” But secretly, the...
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#awakeningyourworth with stories

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  Three Thoughts That Landed on My Heart Today Sometimes before a TikTok Live, I sit with myself and ask: “What is life really trying to teach me today?” And these three thoughts kept circling back — soft, loud, and persistent. So I took it as a sign to share them here, too. 1️⃣ Culture Is a Habit We Cultivate — Not Something We’re Born With People like to say, “This is our culture. This is just how we do things.” But if you look closely, most of what we call “culture” is simply a habit that survived long enough to look sacred. We inherit behaviours without realising it. We repeat patterns we never questioned. We carry expectations that were never ours to begin with. So the real question is: What have you been carrying that came from your past… not your truth? Culture is beautiful when it guides us. But culture becomes a burden when it cages us. In this era — especially Period 9 — we’re being asked to evolve, not break, the traditions we inherited. Upgrade the hab...
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