If you wake up and when you wake up - what is life to you.

What is life ? People been heard too say that"Die die die" or "I prefer death than this" . It's the perception that it is easier this way or you thinks they just wanted sympathy. I personally are probe to say the fist phrase many years ago but as I aged, I learn to accept every obstacles  as a bonus. I must be crazy but I believe being crazy is better than death. I live my life in ways that is very sidebar from most people.  I want to achieve my dreams within this two years.When I did that,I still greed for more life therefore I pray that my calling don't come so soon. As long as I can yak , eat, happy and healthy,I want to life to a great age. After all I have a very busy guy that give me 15 minute of his time to say hello and goodbye.Therefore,I have so much time to save on 24 hours.I just calculated that I have 350,400,  minutes a year and if I use only 15 minute a  day I still have a lot of space to explore my life. So,I must start to draw my life ch

You are so flabbergasted that a simple words can be put into such negative atmosphere. Sometimes it really pissed you of when the subject is so besotted to performed a "hamba"  duty then drag you along. That is not doing, you have to be grateful that you are drag along.Oh! My God what will happened in future. There have to be a change. From this moment on, just reject sympathy ride. I must be mad top think that situation will ever change. But I should know it would not and will not change. I am the one who should change. Yeah! Isn't this great. At last.

Types of prayer and why. It is always a puzzle why we pray so differently.For me,I conduct prayer our of respect to culture and ancestor's teaching. I believe we should not demand anything from these ritual.It serves as an outlet for those who need to be heard.God will always take care of us no matter what or who we are. People started to blame God when prayers are not answered.They don't realise that we are blessed with so many things that we don't need and still want more. Just reading"The monk who sold his Ferrari'( well,a late one to read this book but better later than never) which give me the new meaning of full. In one of the page,Julian keep pouring tea on a cup until it overflow and only stopped when John yelled at him. The rationale is Julianne is telling John that we cannot take in anything unless we empty the cup. In this, it meant that you already have more than enough and you still ask for more? Of course there are deeper reasons from this lesson