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  In life, we’re always dancing between what we want and what we need . Some days, the heart pulls us in ten directions. Other days, we look at our life and wonder why we even wanted those things in the first place. This dance isn’t a mistake — it’s an invitation to understand ourselves on a deeper level. Here’s how I’ve been reflecting on it, and maybe it will resonate with you too. 1. What the eyes see, the heart desires Everything we look at — people, success stories, material things — leaves a mark inside us. But the real question is: Is this desire truly mine, or is it borrowed from the world? Once we can tell the difference, half of our inner confusion disappears. 2. The power of the second thought We always have that moment after the first impulse — the quiet pause before action. This “second thought” is not a hesitation. It’s wisdom tapping you on the shoulder. It’s the part of you that asks, Do I really need this? Or am I just filling a gap inside me? 3. Spr...

  ✨ Inclusions, Exclusions & The Human Heart — A Quiet Reflection ✨ We don’t talk about this enough… but every one of us has felt the sting of being left out, and also the guilt of not showing up when we were invited. Tonight, let’s peel back the layers and explore this dance we all experience — the dance of being included, excluded, and emotionally entangled in between. 1. When You Are Excluded: The Silent Ache There’s a particular ache that comes with exclusion. It’s not loud, but it pierces. Not because the event is important… but because somewhere deep inside, a question gets triggered: “Am I not enough?” Even as adults, we still carry this tiny fear from childhood — that fear of not belonging, not being chosen, not being remembered. What usually arises: a quick drop in confidence a little self-blame a quiet bruised ego or emotional numbness from too many past hurts And here’s the irony: Sometimes being excluded is actually protection. A circ...

  ✨ Awakening Your Worth: Walking Streets I’ve Never Walked Before Today, I pulled three cards — Justice, Three of Cups, Two of Cups — and an oracle card that felt like the universe tapping my shoulder gently but firmly: “You can’t do the same thing over and over and expect a different result. Change comes from walking streets you’ve never walked before.” And suddenly… everything made sense. Justice — The Truth I Can No Longer Ignore For years, I lived for others. Expectations, obligations, emotional debts. Justice didn’t show up to punish me — it showed up to free me. This card told me: “Peggy, your truth is your purpose now.” Three of Cups — The Tribe Is Returning Awakening is not a solo journey. It’s a circle. It’s community. It’s the people who resonate with your frequency even before you speak. This card reminded me: “I am here to create spaces where souls feel safe to breathe.” Two of Cups — The Heart Contract This is the card of sacred connection. And toda...

  Mental Bribery: The Silent Currency We All Use Without Realising We grow up thinking we’re “nice,” “helpful,” “understanding.” But somewhere along the way… we may also pick up this silent habit called mental bribery . And the funniest part? Most of us don’t even know we’re doing it — it’s already embedded in our cultural DNA. The Culture: Where It Begins I’ve watched enough dramas (Chinese, Korean, Thai — you name it 😂) to notice one thing: everyone survives using strategies built on past wounds. In real life, it’s the same. Our being — the person we present to the world — is shaped by the parts we hide in our shadows. We learn: behave ➜ get love sacrifice ➜ get approval don’t speak ➜ stay safe So we unknowingly create a system where love, peace, and acceptance become a currency. And this is where mental bribery starts. The Token: When Innocence Turns Transactional It starts small. A favour. A gift. A compromise to “keep the peace.” But secretly, the...

  Three Thoughts That Landed on My Heart Today Sometimes before a TikTok Live, I sit with myself and ask: “What is life really trying to teach me today?” And these three thoughts kept circling back — soft, loud, and persistent. So I took it as a sign to share them here, too. 1️⃣ Culture Is a Habit We Cultivate — Not Something We’re Born With People like to say, “This is our culture. This is just how we do things.” But if you look closely, most of what we call “culture” is simply a habit that survived long enough to look sacred. We inherit behaviours without realising it. We repeat patterns we never questioned. We carry expectations that were never ours to begin with. So the real question is: What have you been carrying that came from your past… not your truth? Culture is beautiful when it guides us. But culture becomes a burden when it cages us. In this era — especially Period 9 — we’re being asked to evolve, not break, the traditions we inherited. Upgrade the hab...

  Silence & Self-Focus – The Twin Forces of Awakening Every awakening begins in silence. Not the silence of peace — but the silence of discomfort. Since young, many of us were not taught to speak our truth. We were taught to say what others wanted to hear, to please, to belong. Our silence became our safety. But silence also carries weight. It holds unspoken words, unexpressed emotions, and unseen wounds. The Childhood Pattern 🌱 Around the age of ten — or even younger now — we start to believe that expression is a performance. We speak not to express, but to be accepted. We learn to please, to adjust, to adapt. Yet, every time we silence our inner voice, a small part of our worth goes unheard. The Pain of Silence 💫 When awakening begins, this buried silence starts to ache. We realize how much of our voice has been shaped by others’ expectations. We notice the discomfort — the emotional residue of years of not being heard. Awakening hurts because truth shakes the comfort of ol...

  Awakening Your Worth: The Confusion State When worth begins to appear, it often comes with a price. I call this stage the Confusion State — the in-between moment where awakening feels real but unclear, where emotions rise before clarity does. 1. How Does It Appear? When awakening happens, emotions surface first. Fear, sadness, doubt, or anger may show up like storms before the calm. It feels unsettling because it shakes the patterns you once depended on. 2. The Questions That Confuse In this state, your mind fills with questions: “What is happening?” “Why do I feel this way?” “Is everything I believed a lie?” These questions are natural, but if you stay in them too long, they drag you deeper into confusion. 3. Seeking Clarity This is when you realize the truth: The people and things you thought were stable may no longer feel the same. The self-image you held may begin to crack. Clarity requires you to sit with discomfort instead of running from it....